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February 24 我kao，终于有时间写个日志咧....追求完美是件很痛苦的事情啊.....貌似只有背负着压力才能不断前行，一旦压力没有了，好像找不到存在的重心了....变得不知所措，是否一种病态聂？像老黄牛一样，拉着犁一步步向前走着，对周围的风景貌似也提不起什么兴趣(except gorgeous)，向着自己都不知道的目标不断前进着。只知道自己还不够牛逼，但是我也不知道真正的牛逼是啥样，就这么哄着自己：乖哈，你一定会牛逼！牛逼了有糖吃！还有不到半年的时间按就毕业五年了，五年一个大学都读完了，可是我咋还是一无名小卒？
经历过那种无所事事到抓狂的感觉，现在有些怕怕了，一闲下来好像觉得少了些什么，有种惶惑的感觉。MD，这不是‘换’贱嘛。这个项目做的的确很痛苦，来到这个充斥着烟尘的城市，心情鲜有晴朗的时候。住的地方方圆数公里内就数酒店是最高的楼了，周围被一个个火柴盒似的工厂围着。每天就是朝七晚七周而复始，貌似也没啥大的提高。每天忙忙碌碌的，心情也比较压抑，只有上周六那么一天，也仅仅是那么一天的艳阳天，一个人翻山越岭、跋山涉水从工业园到观前街。MP3里面老掉牙的音乐忽然间是那么好听....乖乖....来到people mountain, people sea的观前街，我去.....还是不跟别人挤了，钻进书店看了看书，走的时候买了本BEC高级口语的书，空闲的时候一吧....那天顺便剪了个酷头，穿着风衣行如疾风倒也引来0.02%的回头率....呃....廉颇老矣，尚能帅否？
还有，狗日的老美整的经济危机让全世界人民都不得安生....搞得俺们这些要饭的时刻担心饭碗被人打破了....爱咋咋滴吧....人在江湖漂，怎能不挨刀！为了不挨刀，磨快自己的刀！So 我去睡觉了....子曾经曰过：I have a dream, one day I'm gonna be very NB! February 03 Work and lifeA group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor.
Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life.
Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite - telling them to help themselves to hot coffee.
When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the professor said: "If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups and were eying each other's cups.
Now if life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, but the quality of Life doesn't change. Some times, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."
Don't let the cups drive you... Enjoy the coffee instead
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who matter, don't mind and those who mind, don't matter." |
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